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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Bryan, don't include my name, i have my reasons, please.
I finally blogged... since the day o levels finish, i shot straight home and played, record time: till 5 in the morning, then slept for 5 hours and went on again. I must compliment my tv though.... Of course, it's been almost half a year since i touched my ps2, my skills are all gone, stamina along with it, i kinda feel like i start to suck in some games...
Then, i was slapped into reality, sore throat first, flu, then now a slight fever, my strength gradually dips, i feel like crap. Can barely hold out for three hours in front of the ps2, taking a break now... dammit! i still wanna build my demon empire..
Congrats for bryan's sis in the psle results. 250 huh? i only got a 241... *whimper*
Actually i thought finishing your o levels would be a big deal, but seriously, its sorta normal... instead it felt even worse, i dare say. It feels like i lost my direction, there's nothing to work for, nothing to fight for.. it didn't really feel that good after the paper, but it did felt like freedom was hugging me. But my mentality still stays.. as in, when i play my games last time when we were still studying, i would feel a bit uncomfortable, call it guilt.. then now, whenever i play for long hours, guilt starts to appear, then later my mind would tell me: "O levels over already wad" then my conscience will reply: "ya hor".... it feels weird, like releasing a prisoner from the prison after 10 years (I'm a cat high student for 10 years) What can i say?
Not to forget, i made some great friends in my sec 3 and 4 years. sec 1 and 2 were crap. the class has fools that fight over girls, write their numbers on the board and stuff. I shan't mention who but i WILL give you a puzzle for his name. nivlem hok. solve it, he talks to girls on phone in the toilet during lessons too, hey hey, i ain't jealous, its just that he insulted my parents behind my back before, said that i was a dumbass for putting my parents photo in my wallet, almost had the temptation to pluck his intestines out and use it to strangle him!! KILL!!! KILL!!!. putting that aside (er hem). Here are some of the good friends i made during this 2 years. I said good, if you are not inside, it doesn't matter, i feel too feverish to think for too long.
Friends(in no order of goodness)
Jonathan Tan, for being with me during the o levels.
Shi Xiong, for being my good sit-beside-me partner.
Bryan AKA easybusy, for being the most generous guy to me.
Sean Ong Yuan, for sharing my passion in games and martial arts.
Nicholas, for being calm and cool no matter the situation.
Wei Hao, for being a nice guy to chat to.
Eric, for being horny.
Javier, for being a crazy guy who thinks he can beat me in arm wrestling.
Mellavin, for being so good to buy the games for me.
Li Kai, for being that super-gentle guy.
Brandon, for letting me bite his tasty flesh.... EhEHeHE.....
and an honourable mention for a non-chs person, Tiffany,
For being with me during the o levels as well, helped me bunch by teaching me about 10 english vocabs before the exam, in which i used 4, and emailing the 2004 A maths paper step by step solutions. Thank you, you were my pillar of support next to jonathan, without both of you, i could have died on the battlefield.
Ironically, the list does not include all my sec 1 and 2 friends who were in the same class as well in this two years, instead they became someone else who i never imagined, crappy, fair-weathered friends are what you called them, RIGHT? the fool who got kicked out of church? Its been a good year for me, i didn't dread my classmates except for a apecial few.. I shan't take up your playing time, so i'm going to end off here to go rest, my body is heating up again... *goes up in flames and save a few ounce of strength to click "Publish Post"" *SCREAMS* AhHHHHhhhhhhhHHhhh!!!!!
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