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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

It's ME! BRYAN TAN SIANG RONG... for your information, i gave jeremiah permission to TRY out on my blog and he seems to be enjoying the use the blog... it's not exploiting but there were some conditions which i did not put to him cause i thought he'd be SENSITIVE enough, whuch for some strange reason, WAS... but then again... if his condition changes.... SCARED LIAOZ... okies... whenever there's a "JEREMIAH:" in the title, it would be done by him... i hope he doesn't offend people... somehow a contrast between him and me... MY TURN TO BLOG abt ME!

Somehow, like daijun said, her blog was to keep in touch... so heartfelt... i want that reason for my blog as well... communication with friends and all that... very worth it... My blog is about me and me alone... so, jeremiah can't blog here for long......

Looking at my taggg.... katrina... it rings a bell... LOUDLY... I remember primary school, the life i had few good memories... constant bullying and such from all the boys in school, some bigger, sadly, some smaller... i remember 2 girls... around lower primary... katrina and lizzie... both my age... older then me, lizzie was even born in the year of the dragon... Weird to think that the first friends i made were girls and probably the last would be girls too... our mothers were good friends i think... that was how we as kids, we got together... katrina... i still can remember playing in bishan with kat in her masonette... i was so small and young then, all i could think of was probably, playing... i used to frequent there alot if i am not wrong... then she moved... father's name is spencer, mother's name is alice, sister's name is amanda... yeah... i also remember her sister having a condition... not clear in my head now... lizzie... an ABC... an A born chinese... waaaaaaaaahh... forgot what the A stood for... though i can't remember her forst house, i remember the latest one i visited... that was more like upper primary... she had ddr in her house and we even went overseas together with my family... malaysia while her mother and my mother climbed mount kinabalu... mother's name is kim... father.... aiya... forotten... i do remmber she not having a sibling... our mothers sometimes met up at kat's house once in a while then... we would play with each other for our ages were so similar... so coincidental... SADLY... i have lost much contact with them... okies... maybe all... lolx... i am hoping, just hoping, they kept in contact with each other... it would mean alot to me.... CHILDHOOD FRIENDS... hmmm....

o levels coming coming coming coming!!!!!!! i can't study well enough... and don't u dare say i don't need to study! >.< everyone everywhere, people are even gathering in groups to study.... does doing that actually help? boost confidence? i would do it mainly to socialise... stay close to loved ones.... alot of people would find me reaally annoying when i do join study groups... since the beginning of schooling or even studying as far as i can remember, i have always studied alone... :'( haiz... when someone asks me to join then, i would be really excited... really... but from the way he treats me, i do wonder, is he genuine, or just plain ACTING -.- lolx... i believe he is sincere... And thus, 4 people know my secret... Was hard to tell at first due to lack of trust which is a condition i had trouble with till i met hIm... God helped me alot... subsequent times were not easy but i had experience to have self confidence... it's all about letting go... HENCE, i begin to enjoy study groups which i never had the chance of tasting... Thank God and them... WOOT... Seconday life rox!!!

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