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Monday, October 31, 2005

I'm blogging from liangyu's house... today was the chinese o levels and i am at the moment qing jiao ta... liang qiao ge ge is in his room now probably studying... he got into nus!!! studying engineering lo!!! maybe i'll become like him... hee... anywayz, while she's checking, she showed me this SUPER SUPER CUTE photo of her soft toys... SO ADORABLY CUTE LO!!!

there's a even nicer picture that's also SO ADORABLY CUTE!!!!! VERY KAWAII!!! this was some of the soft toys... if u look at it carefully, it looks like the turtle that's sick and the monkey is caring for it!!! what's so remarkable was that this pic was simply randomly taken!!! so cute! i wanna more now!!!

barked at
8:32 pm

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Thinking carefully... the o level aint that long.. only 2 weeks worth, perhaps even lesser than 2 weeks. only 12 days, plus the 7 days in the week before. And there you have it= 19 days. 19 days more and you would sit down in a daze and say: "huh? its over?" Our 10 years of studying for this crappy moment has come. Its time to go out and fly like a full-grown birdie *snigger*

Okay, okay. the practicals were quite a success for me, i dare say. for chem, i got all the answers right on the spot, though i lost 5 marks for not being able to explain how to find concentration of R. For physics... i don know, it went pretty smoothly though i'm not sure if the answers are on the spot, but since i didn't screw up, and managed to check sig figs and answer all questions, i should be fine...

The main point of this entry is : Anyone one of you out there holding a copy of AH! MY GODDESS! MOVIE?! if so, and you know either me or bryan. leave a tag if you can sell it to me!!

Argh... nothing to say really. everyday is so dry, i'm running out of ideas for the entries.... maybe after o levels.. then the ides returns, but by then i won be on this blog anymore... heh heh..

barked at
9:43 am

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

i chanced up this!!! :Initial D Sountracks: Initial D is an animated cartoon about street racing. It features modified cars, dangerous racing sequence, and a lot of technical talk about cars. During race sequences, Super Eurobeat music is played. It may seem odd that such music is used during a race, but many real life street racers find eurobeat to be fast paced just like the race. In any case, Initial D soundtracks are made up of SEB songs that have become classic ParaPara dances.

TOTALLY SWEET!!!!! so, almost all their songs are made into para mixes!!!! WOOT! ben even could confirm it the other time he heard the para songs... HAHAHAHAHZ! little link to para!!! i'm gonna watch initial d anime liaoz.... LOLX! anyone have? can lend me? i wanna watch...

my brother got his combination today... MY GOODNESS! he's in triple science!!! PURE AHZ! my brother in hougang secondary with an aggregate of 216 got into TRIPLE SCIENCE!!! YAY!!!! so happy for him lohz... but that means he's better than me... well, he takes 8 subjects just like me... so who cares??? no pure humanities ma... so he's doing ss and elective history, though he's appealing for elective geography...

The funny thing about his report book was that the teacher wrote in the comments: "he's not been paying attention during lessons. He is capable of better results"... my goodness... his conduct was VERY GOOD... i looked at the earlier report cards... the comments were as such by the same teacher earlier that year: "well-behaved and polite student who takes pride in his work"... the conduct was a GOOD.... he improved in results and positions... so was it like, good then???? weird teacher...

barked at
11:46 am

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Super sianz!!! My o level chemistry practical is a total disaster... it's as if i got the total opposite answers from everyone else... aluminum? zinc? HCl? HNO3??? ARGH!!!!

lunch today was at cartel... the seving was way bigger than i had thought it would be... the ribs were simply so lovely!!! OMY!! totally lovely! but it was chosen after lots of consideration... i wonder... hmm... why? why cartel? was it because someone wanted it? was it because it was the only place to go? was it because someone had special access to it? i don't know... but it was delightful in there!!! i enjoyed every piece of meat i had with my best friends... WOOT!

that's it... my father kept it from me... the printer ink costs $40 a catridge! SO CRZY lo! even aft6er all the photocopying he can tell that i use, he still bought the ink... i only recalled him reminding me again and agian countless times that it was ex but i nvr knew printer ink was THAT ex!!! OMY! i must save more now... less photocopying useless magazines now...

barked at
6:12 pm

Saturday, October 22, 2005

With the confusion cleared, now i know who is xiaohuiz. hence i requested the lovely bryan, my master in this blog for now, to remove the post i wrote to insult.

With about 2 weeks left or more, i don't wanna know... the o levels is coming to crap us up. it seems unconsciously, we needed our friend's company more and more. Everybody is smsing each other late at night and stuff, which doesn't happen normally, even if it does, its becoming more frequent.

Holiday classes served totally no purpose. Many go out of their house determined to learn something but ended up chit-chattin with friends and then going to J8 for lunch and stuff... aw man, the mood sucks. Its too relaxing, too easy, everyone is like lazing around around. Ha ha, seeing bryan do his chinese paper and only advance one or two pages in like 2 hours? man, i don't know. but i won't deny the fact that he already have wad it takes to get good grades, so...

Message for javier: Nick told me ben had a new design of the class t-shirt up his mind, its something about FIGHTER JETS.. i don't know.. if you wanna go with his idea, tell me beforehand.. cos i'm going to draw up the snake design any moment from now when i get sick of doing tys.

Will it be ok? i wonder... moderation have push up our confidence outrageously.. Almost 100% of the class gets above 20 points.. its so unreal... i would hate the feeling of going into a jc for first 3 months and get kick out after o level results are out. bleahhh....

What i need now.. is the support of my wife.. heh, my wife is not a human, she's a machine, my lovely PS2! yes, but she can't do anything.. she is like a empty shell now... and all her memories with me are locked up... sob.. all the nights we had together... she had forgotten all of them... T_T (If you have no idea what i'm talkin about.. it means that all the memory cards are being locked up.) dammit... she's getting dusty too... gotta clean her soon... oh my lovely, sweet PS2. Just hold on for 1 more month, i will be with you soon.....

remember that this monday (24/10)... at i think 9.30 pm, our sec 3 chinese teacher chow li miao will be on TV, channel U. its something like a talkshow where they discuss about political problems... and on that day, the topic discussed is BLOGS. yes, blogs, my brothers. Let me add that, blog is not a diary that the world cannot see, neither is it for someone who wants the world's attention. It's a communicaton tool, for friends. Like, for us SEC4s. after o level, we may still see each other, but for how long? Everyone has to move on, probably some will have new friends at polytechnics and jcs and slowly the contact between us disappears, very slowly.. of course, not suddenly. After a few years, you realized that you have not contacted this guy for years... So, the world should stop seeing bloggers as buggers who want show off to the world, thus blog hopping are not recommended. its better to just stay in the circle of your friends to prevent misunderstandings.

Still reading? i'm surprised. I'm a little long-winded today.. for some reason.. for the newest news, i heard the chalet change the date to a day after the grad dinner, i'm just going to go for the barbeque though... it's no fun sleeping in sleeping bags with my friends.. i'd rather be at home and spend quality time with my wife...

............still here? move on, brother, i'm done writing..........

........what are you lookin at? Go and move on to other blogs or something, you're done here. I'm done....

barked at
12:43 pm

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

It's ME! BRYAN TAN SIANG RONG... for your information, i gave jeremiah permission to TRY out on my blog and he seems to be enjoying the use the blog... it's not exploiting but there were some conditions which i did not put to him cause i thought he'd be SENSITIVE enough, whuch for some strange reason, WAS... but then again... if his condition changes.... SCARED LIAOZ... okies... whenever there's a "JEREMIAH:" in the title, it would be done by him... i hope he doesn't offend people... somehow a contrast between him and me... MY TURN TO BLOG abt ME!

Somehow, like daijun said, her blog was to keep in touch... so heartfelt... i want that reason for my blog as well... communication with friends and all that... very worth it... My blog is about me and me alone... so, jeremiah can't blog here for long......

Looking at my taggg.... katrina... it rings a bell... LOUDLY... I remember primary school, the life i had few good memories... constant bullying and such from all the boys in school, some bigger, sadly, some smaller... i remember 2 girls... around lower primary... katrina and lizzie... both my age... older then me, lizzie was even born in the year of the dragon... Weird to think that the first friends i made were girls and probably the last would be girls too... our mothers were good friends i think... that was how we as kids, we got together... katrina... i still can remember playing in bishan with kat in her masonette... i was so small and young then, all i could think of was probably, playing... i used to frequent there alot if i am not wrong... then she moved... father's name is spencer, mother's name is alice, sister's name is amanda... yeah... i also remember her sister having a condition... not clear in my head now... lizzie... an ABC... an A born chinese... waaaaaaaaahh... forgot what the A stood for... though i can't remember her forst house, i remember the latest one i visited... that was more like upper primary... she had ddr in her house and we even went overseas together with my family... malaysia while her mother and my mother climbed mount kinabalu... mother's name is kim... father.... aiya... forotten... i do remmber she not having a sibling... our mothers sometimes met up at kat's house once in a while then... we would play with each other for our ages were so similar... so coincidental... SADLY... i have lost much contact with them... okies... maybe all... lolx... i am hoping, just hoping, they kept in contact with each other... it would mean alot to me.... CHILDHOOD FRIENDS... hmmm....

o levels coming coming coming coming!!!!!!! i can't study well enough... and don't u dare say i don't need to study! >.< everyone everywhere, people are even gathering in groups to study.... does doing that actually help? boost confidence? i would do it mainly to socialise... stay close to loved ones.... alot of people would find me reaally annoying when i do join study groups... since the beginning of schooling or even studying as far as i can remember, i have always studied alone... :'( haiz... when someone asks me to join then, i would be really excited... really... but from the way he treats me, i do wonder, is he genuine, or just plain ACTING -.- lolx... i believe he is sincere... And thus, 4 people know my secret... Was hard to tell at first due to lack of trust which is a condition i had trouble with till i met hIm... God helped me alot... subsequent times were not easy but i had experience to have self confidence... it's all about letting go... HENCE, i begin to enjoy study groups which i never had the chance of tasting... Thank God and them... WOOT... Seconday life rox!!!

barked at
8:21 pm

Ok, brothers. i have brought up the idea to javier about the class t-shirt. I'm going to tell you all the design me and javier confirmed on.

Firstly, its a concept from the snake game you play on your nokia phone. (the long crap moving around and eating other crap). You cannot touch or overlap your own body.

So.. ok. The front will be the 4-6 logo that you all should know about. it will be a small logo on the top left of the shirt. at the bottom of the 4-6 logo, a small 2005 will be there. thats it for the front.

The back will be a little complex. all or most of us are borned on the year of the SNAKE, right? Here is the thing, the more you eat, the longer you get, the harder the game. lets assume that we are capturing the screenshot of this game. A extremely long snake that move and form the shape of the 4-6, curve anyway you want, just don touch yourself, or else is game over. and this snake will be made up with our very own names. In index order, no favourism, buddies. and maybe put a insect in front of the snake head and the snake have its mouth wide open. and the whole thing will be surrounded by a rectangle just like your hand phone screen.

Now this country is a democratic country. We will give you all a chance to vote for two things...

1)(for those who play snake on the old and new nokia phone) Would you like the snake to be from Snake 1 or snake 2? Snake 1's snake is just a long black turning line and an empty background and the food is just a square. snake 2's snake is a green snake with a snake head and with colours and a background of sand(brown) with some grass patches and the food is various insects..
a)snake 1
b)snake 2
c)combine both,dammit! (that means use the coloured snake and insect as food but with an empty background)

2) the colour of the shirt.( choose by matching the picture you chose on question one, like as in the combined version of snake 1 & 2 is only good on white(for example))
a)Virgin white
b)dirty yellow
c)sexy red
d)cute orange
e)lovely pink
f)Horny black (Helll ya!)
g)others. wtf!
Make your choice carefully, i can tell that most of you WILL choose Pink as a joke. but so be it, you will be wearing it so its up to you. But if the colours all of you chose sucks. javier will have the "I'm da man" authority to choose the appropriate colours.

3)last question.. Jeremiah rocks big time! what do you think?
a)Are you kiddin me?! he rules man!
b)What can i say? he's da man!
c)He is like totally.. oh yeah.. unbelievable guy.
Choose from a) to c). There's no other choice you friggin bugger, just say it. i rock. i know you wanna say it all this while.

Okay, after making your choice, sms javier and tell him your choices or some extra suggestions which are useful. go to javier, not to me.

barked at
3:01 pm

Monday, October 17, 2005

12:42 am....

YO! A special guest appearance tonight! Yes, it's me, the most pro PS2 player around! *hears sniggering* Shut up, you!

Ha ha, i gotten permission to use bryan's blog for a while. This kinda rocks. I'm jeremiah, if you still haven't figure it out.

Look at the time.. my parents are asleeped. i can hear their snoring in the next room... ha ha. I just completed the prep work for my art O levels.. yup, it sucks. i work on it since Friday (farewell assembly day). Tomorrow handin it up to some examination centers... Speakin of farewell, Well.. sec4 is over man, and now we are sort of free.. but like usual, missing people of my class, but only to a small extent, since we will be seeing each other in many other big events like....

Some weird chalet planned by our class. i wanna go but there are some stuff i just can't say directly. Like.. I'm going to miss alot of things in the chalet because......1) I can't swim....2) I can't cycle.. yeah, i'm such a wuss, NO, IM NOT A WUSS! i tried to learn both things before. For Swimming, I went for classes in Pri 6 and after like 5 to 6 months, the instuctor say he will send me a letter to inform me to come to the basic swimming test for cert. But it's been five years.. Yup, i'm still waitin for that friggin letter, no really. And as for cycling, my father taught me how to cycle at the chalet and i fell and had this big gap on my knee, it sucks and i didn't cycle again. So what do i exactly know? Well, i don't play the piano everyday like a weirdo but i do know something... I know how to use Nunchakus, yes, the 2 tube thing bruce lee use, it's wooden tube not biological tube, don't read so much into it. I'm not afraid to say, i'm a tad good at it... alittle better than my father... heh.. cool ya? It's in exchange for not knowing how to swim and cycle.

It's gettin kinda cold.. even the window grills are cold and the night is so quiet.. ahhh... it's really comfortable.. dark, quiet, a little night chill...

Record, i did not make any enemies this year, well, one.. but he doesn't even know who likes him or who doesn't so it doesn't matter, he is non-existent. I remember i had quite a lot of enemies in sec one and two... screwed-up people.. all of them, most of them.

Just a short anime review.. recently finish Chrno Crusade... it's really very nice, not to mention the female lead, Rosette christopher is so hot. BUT, the least you would expect. the ending is extremely SAD and ROMANTIC (((*sobsob holding hands and watching the sunset then die together with both heads leaning toward each other with a smile on the face sobsob* )))
It's really.... hai... my mood went bad for a few hours after watching, sad and disturbed that an anime can make such a strong impact on me... Cheers to SISTER ROSETTE CHRISTOPHER....

I'm gonna make my own blog soon after O levels. Bryan will help me too.. heh heh, I'm gonna include game reviews inside. It feels like my talking is kinda restricted right? i have so many things to say but one wrong word might get me down on the wrong side of the law, so...

Cheers, my brothers, for i will return, time for me to take in the night air...

barked at
12:42 am

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

A small dedication to everyone who have been supporting me... True friends i never knew would happen to me... God has blessed me bountifully and i love it :) Love love love love love u all!!! To think i felt so lonely... God was with me, bringing these lovers close to my heart... Starting with people around my age group:

Closest to home: #10-02

Liang Yu, Natalie, Joshua, Ian, PeiRong...

My beloved secondary school:

2703:RongSheng, KangRui, Wilson Tan, KangLih, ZhiHeng, Wilson Lee, Jason, ShiKai, Martin, Darryl, Shaun Ho, WeiHan, Jonathan Lau, Marcus, Xavier Yap, Wesley, SiJie, QiChao, YiHe, Dennis, WeeChoon, Charlie, PoHan, JiaPei, ToonHwee, WeiRen, ZiYan, Pierluca, QingWen, Stanley, Alvin(1702 :P)... 4605:Rongsheng, Aaron, Alford, Dexter, Eric, Richard, PeeSheng, Julius, Xavier Yeam, Ivan, Mellavin, KaiQuan, Jeremy Tiong, Jeremiah, ShiXiong, Nicholas, JooSiong, Billy, Shaun Goh, Sean, Joey, WeiHao, Giam Chong, YuGuang, Raymond, Daniel, Jonathan Tan, Cristian, Ben, Boon Teck, Eugene, Javier, Brandon, Jeremy Lim, ChunYong - more or less everyone...

Church friends are not that large a circle:

Joseph, Mark, Japheth, David, Nataniel, Spencer, Joel...

Plenty of other friends but i will touch on these first...

After this year, i will be soooooooooooooo emotionally sad... i think i'm going to desperately miss everyone... i hope we can forever stay close friends, so i can be with you for as long as i can... but new schools mean new friends... the old ones never die... knoww what that means??? MORE REGULAR OUTINGS!!! YAY!!!

With the stack of all these, there is still the external factor that rather demoralises me from studying... no motivation to study with the naggings from... My MOTHER... well, not surprised they nag anyway... i am forever on this computer... why??? i want to destress from her naggings to do work... It's a total chain reaction... she nags at me to work, i want to play more computer to destress... then she nags somemore, and i want to play even more... so a little give and take now and then is quite good for me... it's when my beloved friends call or i call on my lovers that she nags again... with all this nagging, will there be motivation to do work??? WAH HAIZ!!!!!! Especially mummy... >.< but that's the responsibility of parents... though their purposes may seem questionable... :P

All the best to everyone taking o levels this year... God bless you all!!!!

barked at
8:20 pm

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Everything aside... my mind is a complete confused mush pile... i wonder and wonder... why are they doing this? i have lost most of my confidence as a result... I trust them, believe them and they turn around and you suddenly find out that it's not true... Falsohood... but then again, why??? why are they doing this? it hurts... doesn't it? it can't be fun... otherswise it's called saddism... is it revenge? have i done this to anyone? must be...

It gets harder to tell of my secret... to relate it out... it is painful... what? expect me to believe you again? after tricking me into believing something you so badly wanted me to know which was a lie? sure! I have so much saved inside of me...... i want to let it all out... All out... just release it...

barked at
5:30 pm