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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Yet another looooong time since i last blogged... A GREAT DEAL has happened... For starters, let's talk about prelims.... SIANZ! My L1R5 get 13 if my practicals do well... The odds that i get into the j-c of my choice is extremely slim... How come others can get so ideal results? They study... I slack most of the time... HOW??

Slowly walk back... Today i had english oral... I was NOT satisfyed at all! They were sooo dao, diam diam all the way... Not a single acknowledgement, not a single smile, they just stared at the floor and look away... The indian one on the left was like, waving the sleeves of her cardigan and the chinese one, practically c cube's sister looked more like a man than xie... Both were women mind you... They made me think i was a total bore and i began to panic... Panic led to stammering cause i forced my voice to come out... The examiners could only look everywhere but me... Like biased or something... I felt i took only barely a few minutes only... So SIANZ! They asked me only 1 question each for both components... It is like i was so terrible that they couldn't be bothered... I left feeling very down, but whatever, it's over....

anna totally broke down today... literally... the 2nd teacher in secondary school i've seen that looked so depressed and sounded so sorrowful... it felt as if she was about to die... her situation goes like this: she feels that everyone took her for granted and treated her like she don't exist... Then she deduced that it was partially her fault and said that if she ws appreciated, someone would rally to get people to vote... so now, she's on this mission to improve herself... quite sad lohz... i got tear when she say what she did... then when she stopped sobbing, someone had to try to console her... so someone did, i don't blame him... but he made her cry again... OMY! haiz... i wonder if that's the way i am as well?

Let me see... the time table in school is very different now... there are longer hours and i hope would be more effective... i really need to start well, bucking up and all...

Earlier this week, something very nice was brught to my house!!! i have the sensors here!!! YAY! my very own machine... i mean, i can play it at home lohz!! Marcus yip doesn't know it... and he doesn't like PPA7... we'll see about that....

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7:20 pm

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Lots of things to say since national day... as so much has happened... extremely happy times, revealing periods and quite saddening moments for the few of us...

I just want to say, my languages has never been good AT ALL... many ways to prove... report card is an example... so, to me, i deserved this B3... but i also deserved the distinction for chinese oral!! YAY YAY! I tend to find my maths a bit easier... :) For the record, xie has done alot for us already... Quite sad la... she did not meet her target... 75% distinction... well, she did get 75% B and above... so, well, yeah! Erm, gratz to those who got A1, *smiles at those who get A2, *weeps with those who get B and below... liangyu got A1 lohz! ur mother muz be very happy... boon, female and male, A2... OMY! lolx... Good for u all... i'll try harder...

The next thing is going to be very suanny... My maths, i'm so happy... PERIOD...

On 9th august, marcus huang's bday! Let me see, pool at paradiz.. i mean snooker followed by a little lan gaming... my newest and nicest favourite heros... Now, fat and bulky melee heros... Centaur, butcher, OMY! yay!!! Me, aaron, marcus and marcus beat rong sheng, mella, raymond and daniel who was assisted by mugen... LOLX! OWNING! then, me, aaron, eric and versus raymond, mella and marcus... so fun!!! marcus, bday boy, kept feeding eric and aaron... LOLX! aArOn is beyond godlike, someone, kill him(it)!!! that was a luna was it? or bone clinkz? not sure le... so that day i officially owed rongsheng $140 for the para cds and $80 worth in the tapz card... now, to chang ps card to vip...

It was national day and i rushed home to watch the parade... okies, the parade gets nicer every year and this year is no exception... very impressive... also, it's the first time i found out that our school got take part before... lolx... anywayz, went to liangyu's house to watch the fireworks, wuite short but worth it la... watched shooting stars there, and i quite like it! good story line and not a bad cast... except for sly, i like the other people and the roles they are playing...

i was just at kq's house... his BDAY!!!! lolx... another 1... his mummy threw a party and invited alot of people to his house... let me see... i discovered something... aarongian has 4 abs... MY GOODNESS!!!!! yar lo... don't belittle him ahz!!! MUAHAHAHAHA! how'd i know? we went swimming! kaiquan's condo is sooooo much better than mine... same for annatan... speaking of which....

side track for a moment... me, eric, ongyuan, aaron, rongsheng and dexter went to look for a gift for kaiquan... we couldn't find anything suitable enough for him so we decided to buy him a belt... As eric was purchasing the belt from the woman, anna tan called me!!! On my hp... I was like... (HUH??)... so i answered and annatan asked me where i was... "j8 with aaron gian"... "oh... so u did not go play parapara??"... i was like... (WHAT THE...)... so i said,"no i didn't go...". her reply came as a surprise to me.... "i wanted to sree you para..." (-.-' excuse me?)... "really, i'm serious... i want to watch you dance! i will sponsor you too!"... i couldn't believe my ears... that happened immediately after kaiquan called me with his lunch order...

Back to his party... dinner was so superb! thanks mrs cheng and mr cheng... i mean, seriously, they were sooooooo hospitable... the immediate contrast of my parents... Weird! kaiquan has all sorts of nice things in his room, for example, this telescope... i think he uses it to spy on people in his neighbourhood... OMY! he has 3 televisions around the haouse, maybe more! 3!!! i have like, 1? Anywayz... majong and ps2... and o ya... tennis... his gang of 4 including tommy and shaun came as well... play play play fun fun fun... my day ended very excited!!

For the rest of the year, it should be study all the way i guess till after o levels... 1 extra subject to study now... CHINESE!! sianz... lao shi is confirm going to be very angry... so must get an A1 again... WA SIANZ!

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12:06 am

Monday, August 08, 2005

I have lots of things to say today... Well, i'm going to leave out the bad and sad parts... I would be writhing for a pretty long time if i did... Haiz... My mother's students are here... I don't want to be so obvious counting them... About 4 girls... And 5 boys... Well, she TREATED them to pizza... Like xie... There are many good teachers around the world... good good... Frankly, the girls are making me uneasy... I went to get pizza and they immediately said:"hi Bryan! You got a grilfriend or not?" I mean... So awkward lo... HAIZ! The guys stink... well, most do... B-O-KS!

Today was national day celebration... it wasn't evactly that memoriable... i went to school and had no face to see them... aarongian was sick with a throat problem, my good friend was sick from esplanade... HAIZ! and... well, i think i have been shunned by them... it was my fault anyway... if someone expects you to show up like a date, and you don't, they would feel rather annoyed, disappointed and depressed... so i don't blame them... Face the music... lolx... The performance was not a performance at all... i think... i collected my service award from bala... and joined the class again... not prestigious at all so i did not feel very excited... though i thought it would look beautiful on my report card... Erm... Thanks to mr fernandez ba! :) then, community singing was like, totally funny... krishnan went on the stage to make an appeal and began singing... on the MIKE! OMY! dannytan, lawrencetan and dennisleong also tried to get us to sing... Of course, we were somewhat un-cooperative, apart from the few from 4-2 who sing in such a farnie tone!! " weeeeee the citizens of S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E..." OMY! LOLX!The worst thing of today was that i brought the wrong bag to school.. Instead of the usual grey "handbag", i brought the table-tennis bag... SIANZ! No waterbottle, no cd... haiz... To make things worse, i forgot to bring my spectacles... i couldn't see more than 20m in front of me... 10m was a blur! th 2 i most liked were like,"oh... there's that boy's name... err... bryan right?" and i was like,"hi?"... can really tell the distancing... And i'm either getting jealous or even more starry eyed...

Speech day after it was so sarky... I mean, so boring and sleepy... the my boey dunno how to use mike, the scary thing if the mike was upside down, it would be working fine and he would be using it like a handphone throughout... fortunately, the ava boys were so effiecient and corrected him... or else, everyone would be giggling away... lolx... I was so bored and envious of award winners... i wanted to leave and play computer... I saw jeremiah's mummy.... Apart from being alone, no comments... so caring...

Tomorrow is marcus huang's birthday... going to celebrate with him at j8... And friday is kq's bday... at his house... :) they are all turing 16... fine, young men... while i'm still an innocent young boy... :P glad to be...

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1:38 pm

Sunday, August 07, 2005

I just want to say sorry... Sorry for not being there despite the effort you put in... I have no valid excuse... A birthday cannot be used to justify... I'm sure it wouldn't have made much of a difference anyway... I would just be a little insignificant person there right?... What's so different about it this year anyway? What could be so special? It's been the same every year... Boring, stagnant, uninteresting... Nothing good... other than my best friends performing in it... :'( Forgive me guys... Make it up to you someday... Promise...

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10:47 pm

Saturday, August 06, 2005

OMY! getting hooked on city of heros again! level 20! i can get my cape... my cape my cape! Hmm... nobody in my supergroup is playing anymore though... sianz... coach playing guild wars... everyone move over there... haiz... maybe i will play something else too... maple? hmm... aaron level 32 liaoz... by now should be 35... and everyone all playing hardcore since the exams are over... maple, conquer and world of warcraft... o levels is the next big thing... opps... reminded myself that prelims could have jolly well have screwed up totally... what j-c can i possibly go to with more than 15 points? HAIZ! well... i didn't study much anyway... The prelim period seemed slackier than normal days...

My prediction:

E Maths: A1!(dropped from sky! :P)

A Maths: A1!(dropped from sky also! :P thanks you GOD! Praise your holy name!)

Social Studies: B3... anything less and i'm going to forget about my elect...

Geography: B3... Goes with SS... somehow, i crapped my way through this one...

History: B3... I NEED THIS B3! alford is the best in figuring out topics that are coming out... so zai!

Chemistry and Physics: I'm seriously expecting a B4... The tests were like, super easy for everyone... dennis can even say on a scale of 1-10 where 10 is the hardest, physics mcq, one of my worse tests was a 7... sianz!! I can't complain... i didn't study much the 2nd week...

Hopefully, no teacher sees this! Hmm... many things going to happen... let me see... esplanade, people's birthday and national day... which means LAN on that day! fun!!! Yupp!

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1:49 pm

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

So far, it has been a demoralising day... Let me see... Can't say anything... I did not really study... honest... I mean, for one hour of studying, how much achievement can be made? Physics was so hard! Amount of marks secured: 23... WAH! hardest paper so far... Other people like yu guang sure A1 la... Haiz... But it's all because i never study... In fact, prrelim week feels slackier than normal days... Cause... there's NO homework! So in the end it's slacking all the way like always... Oops... OHMY!

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1:31 pm