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Monday, July 11, 2005

Really long since I last blogged... Lots of things happened in between... The pile of homework is good enough evidence why i didn't blog... Like ~duh!~... So angry at that crisis...

Prelims coming and i seem to be doing maths everyday... School A to F... Full set... SIANZ!!! I can't even finish my homeowrk... Teachers all pms... Even males... ARGH!! So much homework!!!! Likai came over twice... Both times went home somewhere around after midnight... Homework for so long from 8pm still cannot finish... Have to practice sciences le... So much... Speaking of prelims, english was like... HAIZ! To look at it on the bright side, my oral pulled me up. To put it frankly, i did so badly for my compo and compre. 14/30 and 12/25 is like, a FAIL... Hopefully, i can get a B3... So my summary must get 20/25... No kick!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!

It's the worst time to worry about a relationship and problems involving the heart.. Almost all the time is being concentrated on schooling, homework and such. We must take time out for more important stuffs, like other people's relationships with God and whether seeds are sown or not. More often than not, a "partner" is actually very vital in one's life. As in bfs and gfs... They motivate their admirers to do things they ought to and that's good. It is not good however when it comes to the part where they absorb and drain too much time out that it becomes not practical. I should not think of it as an investment which pays big dividends. Other people may say things about me which may really hurt and make me feel extremely low and lousy. It's when my friends step in and assure and comfort me, criticize me and advice me that i find true friendship in such trying times. Not that i should do that all the time. That would be the investment. Of course, this happend after my turn to God. This relationship is one that will nevery fail. God keeps everythin in place and will never take time away from my school... What's more important? This relationship is. I love my friends, ALOT. How do i know if they love me? I know God does.

I am loving my cell more and more... Hmm... Maybe i'll get tekan by them in the future... Who knows? You guys rock!

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