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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Long time i have not blogged! I so like my blog!! Lately, i've been busy, with messages at some nights, frequent outings with heeboon and liangyu for neoprints and visits to lan shops... No motivation to study! How can i ever study without the motivation? God is helping me, so i must try!!!! Cut down on my outings? Sleep less? Like not sleep like the whole day of saturday... which i DID! >.<

Good news and bad news... Bad news first! I'm BROKE! Let me see... Monday, did i play lan? Tuesday, how much roti prate did i eat? Wednesday, wre neoprints cheap? Thursday, can the para temptation be easily resisted? Friday, comforts of a taxi is irresistible! How bad can that get? Bad news... my mood just does not seem to improve... Why is this so? What is the root of the problem? The source... The origin...

There's this thing about my mum... She wants me to work hard for my exams... That's not bad... But a little letting lose often is much appreciated right? And i mean, she doesn't give pressure, but she will keep those "lectures and coaxes" even though it is useless and meaningless... I mean, is it necessary to tell me that o levels are important? Am i not already working hard? A few As and Bs with no trace of a C and below! Wah! I don't call this tyco, thanks to the work of God and mine! Does my As and Bs drop from the sky? I don't think so right??? I also know that my As in o level do not drop from the sky... but if i am capable of those results, don't you think i know what i am doing? Just a little bit more hard work sooner than later... that's all... Right? My dad is just.... over emotional? Or is it exaggerating? Err... maybe sarcastic? I probably got genes from him... MOSTLY from my MUM?? NO LA!!!!! OMY! You think???

My classmates are a nice bunch... Peer pressure? NAH~! But there's the stressful part... Let me name 41 *LOVES* and 6 *NOT SO LOVES* of my SECONDARY CLASSMATES and SCHOOLMATES, CHINESE TUITION MATES and CELL MATES... :

Loves first: You...

1)know when to be serious and when to go wild

2)know what is too much to ask and too little!

3)can share with me your thoughts

4)treat me with much respect

5)always make me smile under your innocence!

6)are finally treating me like a BOY! *muacks* :P

7)can relate to everybody well

8)being there for me always

9)always treat what wrong i do as an accident

10)try your best to keep me occupied

11)bask in my intrests! AH HAH! :P

12)never end your chain of thoughts so dainty

13)share your DARKEST secrets with me...

14)treat my objects with respect

15)make me feel like i am involved

16)create a suttle mood

17)never fail to be there with me

18)never fail to inform me of very "interesting" things

19)remind me to stay away from SIN

20)teach me the EQ skills i need

21)never fail to please me with your antics

22)share your experiences all the time

23)seriously, MAN, i feel like a... NVM!

24)are less guilty and relate well

25)don't force me to do things i dislike

26)torture the teachers which i find hilarious

27)can lend a listening ear

28)educate me about the complex mind of one

29)assist me in school work

30)bear in mind that i have a heart and treat me the nicest

31)protect me without fail

32)have a perverse mind yet serious when i want it

34)accompany me when i require it

35) definitely brighten my day

36)remind me that GOD is number 1!

37)love me!

38)put me in your mind

39)consider what i would like and do it

40)take initiative to make my life easier!

41)do not differentiate a c-c and a normal guy!

42)give me encouragement

Not so loves: You...

1)act to make me change my mind

2)confuse me

3)harass me and keep irritating me

4)ignore me! :'(

5)present sarcasm to such a high extent

6)alienate me

This only applies to peers, mates and friends... Hahaz.. How i wish i could be almost 60% invloved in the individual lives... It would be so intimate a relationship... Teasure it and adore it? YES!! NO DOUBT! I LOVE YOU!

Good news... I am hoping for a 75-80/80 for my test today! MUAHAHAHAH! What about it? I was a bit careless at one point.... But fortunately i altered it near the end... I'm so happy i could so the similarity question! It is like, the first time in my life that i have solved this kind of a question! lolx! Yea... LAN tomorrow... I hope...

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