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Height: 175 cm ---- Weight: 620N
Ascension Kindergarden, Maris Stella, Catholic High, Victoria JC, BMTC 2(N/R), SungeiGedong MTL, SI

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Promises... Do i keep them often? I try to, yes i do... Unless i can't afford to put in the effort. What i regret most about myself is promises, empty ones, exaggerating ones, unrealistic ones that i make, only to find myself caught in a situation where i can't achieve it. Well, i try to abide by my word, so i will go out to try and accomplish the thing, or stick to a plan, a decision. I can' tell myself i didn't try, but i feel so despicable and guilty, lifting the hopes of people, hoping to earn their trust, only lose it within a short time frame... Other commitments? WTW! I made promises while knowing i had other commitments and restrictions... To the 9 people i have made promises to and still remember but couldn't keep them, i'm so sorry and apologise... I will continue to try to alter it, though the time may be like, LONG GONE! The guilt is not the only reason why i'm still trying to achieve, but the inconvenience caused may be a bit too much! What i am very afraid of are 2 things: ignorance to the effort put in at the end and the forgetfulness of that person that i made a promise long ago about it... It is no where near their faults, i caused this to happen anyway.... Haiz, LORD, help me!!

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