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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

I had my spectacles done on like 21st... It was somewhat weird visiting the same spectacle guy again in 6 months... or was it less? I think it was less... >.< In retrospect, i had 2 pairs already and i lost both of them... Was like, totally sad... Hmm... for me, the third thing lasts... My 3rd handphone, 3rd wallet... so i'm hoping God removes my absentmindedness and give me the wonderful ability to remember where i "misplaced" my items...

The way it seems in school does not always appeal to me... It's as if u want to say something to everybody u meet and that i know... But a mere "hi" feels so hard for fear he doesn't respond... Ewww... Feels like rejection at times... I hate rejection!!!! Easily can tell when someone doesn't really like you... When he is so happy, smiling and everything and you try to tell him something, he gets your attention and his mood changes... The dark solemn "SIANZ!" face they show gives you the impression that either:

he's trying hard to smile and can let go that hypocrite face when talking to u...

he's irritated by your call...

he's just plain weird...

I rule the 3rd one out... How can someone in catholic high be weird? I mean... they have their unique abilities but they are not starnge... Conclusion: they don't like me at all... Sometimes you run out of things to say... Why? No bonding!!! I can go on and on with some people and i really enjoy it... But for some... Haiz... But it's okies... Used to it... LOLX! God LOVES ME!

2 places i like better than school... (Home excluded cause home is where the heart is): Church, Tuition teacher's house... I mean... the ultimate goal is to glorify God's name right? Then it would be eternal joy in the heaven with Him... So must start by not being a hypocrite, blockhead and c².... Set an example... By the way... i will change! Relieve that burden off my shoulders! MUST! Anywayz........ Church is a place where i don't worry what other people think... Only centred at God... Tuition centre is actually liangyu's house.... So... with liangyu, heeboon and ian to LOL, obviously, i will LOL with them.... LOLX!

My mummy locked up the other computer... So... GRRRLLLL!!! whatever.... i don't think she realised we have this computer i'm using now... She like totally barred it up by pasting black sheets of paper on the screen and signing on them so that i would not replace them and used it... Little did she know... i can use this one also! MUAHAHAHAHA!

I'm beginning to think that chinese is just a minor setback in my secondary life and that it will not affect me much... So... i basically... HECK! A1.... no biggie right? OMY! hahaz.... Yupps... i'll try to get that A1 the people around me so strongly believe i can get... Keyword: TRY... :P

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