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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I don't usually say and do the right things at the right time... i do not mean to do such things and ma get ppl angry... even tho u didn't think u did something bad to offend him or her... it makes u feel really sad and depressed when someone u really like does not treat u the way u would expect... it really hurts when the ppl u dun want to offend are attacked by wat u say and begin to think diff of u.. coz that's not how u really feel.. so i can understand how some of u feel deep inside... i sincerely know! i dun wanna lose that special someone(him/her also can) coz i have few close frenz as it is alrdy... i feel like that sometimes.. What's worse is when u feel that nobody in the world except God loves you(this is a fact and is something to be happy abt anyways) and that the school ur in is one filled with "strangers" who treat u coldly and despise u for ur character and behaviour, and u wish u were somewhere u were widely accpeted and loved... Fortunately for me, i'm not alone... I can ezly name u 60 ppl who actually look out for me!! luv them all!! ^^ no one likes it when they are treated as invisible, especially by the people they luv dearly.. 1 important lesson i learnt: don't do it to others... no matter what others do to ya... or u'll be plain selfish!! sometimes i feel that i'm selfish and thus really dislike myself for it... so i split my attention, but i tend to give more attention to ppl i like... :P

CHMA2005... poor jeremys... did not perform as well as they should have... jeremy t went to high up at the " I know i'm...." and couldn't recover fast enough... jeremy l was like so nervous and went off pitch... lotsa ppl dun like him ya? i couldn't help myself but laugh... So bad lohz... felt like pinching myself... i turned around and xianyong was like "wat, wat?"... they tried lo... i didn't even consider... So way to go u 2...

Chinese mid year coming up le... Scary!! Chem test, maths test and english test also approaching... Haiz... Go study le..

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